Today there is sadness

Today there is sadness

I'm often quite happy
I feel quite alive
My friends and my family, my faith are my life
It's natural to laugh and be child like and fun
I choose to see joy through the life of my son

But

Today there is sadness
Today there is loss
Today I feel weighed down and tired out and cross
Today there are burdens 
Today will be long
Today there is sadness
Today she is gone

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